I was praying this morning asking God why I am still in bondage of my old sin.With all the lessons learned from the past and lessons learned from devotions still I am in bondage. Full of frustrations, I resort again to His Word and there I opened up Isaiah 55: 6 - 7:
What struck me most is the phrase " while he is near". Why? Are you leaving me, Lord? Is it because I am not fully obeying You, You will then leave me?
And as I ponder on, I came to realize that my sin is distancing me from Him. It slowly engulfing in my inner being that it gradually making me distant from the Lord. In my thoughts, I know He is just near but in totality He is nowhere to be found. I was just being confident that whatever I do, He is just near me....beside me. Little did I know, that He is already far behind me as I am trekking on a different direction - not His direction, realizing that He never really left me.
But because of His abundant grace,love and compassion, He enlightened me by tapping me on my shoulder, saying: